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everything about him is amazing
granted he can get on my nerves sometimes
and i know i make him frustrated when i get snappy at him
but all in all he is truly amazing
i love waking up to him in the morning and just being able to stare into his eyes and smile
and of course whenever we do look at each other like that we are always like "what?"
but i just love doing that
he makes my life complete....everything about him
he comforts me...and i LOVE it when he holds me and gives me the little kisses in random places
this past week with him has just been amazing
i can really see how much he adores me and how much he really cares for me
i want to be with him for the rest of my life
i cannot wait till tuesday...i need to see him now...make sure he is truly ok....i have always worried about him but now i am like worried about him 110%. i love Jared so much and i hate seeing him go through this. i know he needs me, and i want to help as much as i can. i just wish i could be there with him right now and just comfort him. i think im more scared than he is.
Kristen n Jord went too....i was sooo happy to see them
it was fun playing with some more experienced guys...they were all wicked cool
it felt good to put my cleats back on and run for a flying disc..
haha all 5 of us were in the same team..and we basically dominated
on our way back to Farmington there was a drunk driver on the highway
he kept swerving from lane to lane
it was really scarry
Coke n I were like petrified
Jared finally passed him...which was also scary..he almost hit us
Got my grades
A in FYS
A in both my Special Ed Classes
Passed Gym
B- in ANATOMY BABY!!! thought i would fail it or get a C or something...but nope I got a B-
my GPA for the semester was a 3.5....my Accumulative GPA is a 3.2
I wanna graduate magna cum luada or suma cum luada...but i duno if it will happen
Watched Fern Gully tonight with Jared
I havent seen that movie in forever
Love Robin Williams in that movie
Indiana Jones tomorrow with Jared
Memorial BBQ on Sunday with the fam
my first year of summer league is going to be the best!
tomorrow is shopping in bangor with anja
then dinner at the Olive Garden with Anja Becky n Allie
Thursday spending the afternoon with daddy looking for the place where my clinic is
then a pick up game in portland
spending the night with Jared
back here on friday for my brothers baseball game
saturday who knows...but whatever i do its with Jared
sunday is our family memorial bbq...wicked pumped
dunno when Jared is leaving
camp starts soon!!!!!!
went to see Prince Caspian lastnight....it was ok
really corny in some parts and the fight scenes werent as good as in the first one
but i guess it was still good in some parts
went to my first college graduation....well kind of
we had to watch it on tv cause it was inside cause i guess it was suppose to rain
but it didnt...o well we still got to see Fuzzy graduate
next year it will be Jared's turn....along with all of my other friends :-(
im gonna miss them a lot...they are a good group of friends and without them i would not have had the best first year of college ever!!!
spent the day with Jared today...ive missed him even though its been like 3 days since i last saw him
but everyday without him is really hard...i can barely go 3 hours without at least seeing him or anything
he is truly the love of my life and he makes me so happy and i hope that we can spend the rest of our lives together
i cannot wait to see him next weekend!!
its going to be a hard summer not seeing him a lot...but i will be busy so i think i will pull through
ive got to spend as much time with him as possible before he leaves school and moves to wherever he's going to go....at least i'll get to live in his appt in his room after he's gone
going to see Allie on Wednesday!!! OLIVE GARDEN yay
im excited...ive missed her...plus im going shopping in Bangor as well to get stuff for camp as well as maybe some new summer clothes. it should be a good time
but yet so sad...because i wont get to see my friends everyday...just only like once a week :-(
Summer camp starts the 10th of June im pumped!!!
I get to spend my whole summer with Bond and Casey.
It wont be so bad.
Jared is hopefully staying in Farmington so I will get to see him at least twice a week.
The S.H.I.T (Super Hereo's in Training) placed 9th at Regionals....9TH!!!
Dartmouth isnt going to Nationals....HELLS YES!!!!!
Im gonna miss spring ultimate...but summer league is starting and im getting ready for the fall!
Im ready for the new freshman to come in and I can be like hells ya come play ultimate its the best sport ever
Dont play varsity sports they all suck...Ultimate is so much better
Im hopefully going to be on Bond's team for summer league.
Im going to miss everyone and their humor....but i know i will get to see them at summer league games.
We truly are a cult and only hang out with each other and no one else.
They are my bestest friends and i do not know what i would do without them.
Kristen n Jord are my girls and I am glad I got to know them...they make my life so much better
Jared is truly the love of my life....8 months this month that we have been together and it feels like longer.
I have made a major step in our relationship and I truly do not regret it. I was ready. He is the one.
Even if something ever did happen...I truly believe he will be the only boyfriend I never regret dating.
But nothing is going to happen because everything is perfect.
I think its going to be the best summer ever!!
Jared n I are both applying to Medomak Family Camp which both Bond and Casey work at
Its going to be sooo cool. I am wicked pumped to apply and hopefully get a job working there
8 weeks
$200 dollars a week
free room/board
1 day and Saturday off during the week
plus delicious deserts cause Bond is the head desert chef
hhehehehee I love Bond and Casey so much...they are like the two coolest adults ever...and Nicole as well...haha
and i love Jared tooo...gotta count him as an adult cause he's 22..haha
got a 72 on my first anatomy test....bahbam!! wicked excited
but i think i failed my tag test...oopsie...o well not to worried about it
all my other classes are so easy...and my gym class is soo boring i want to skip it everyday...but i cant...i only have 2 more skips
meeting some of Jared's family this weekend...eek
Im nervous...cause im wicked quiet and shy...and i want to talk but im scared.....his mom says i can only come visit if i talk more..haha
i love being with him...he just makes my life so much easier...
we never argue...i always complain he just sits there and laughs at me
its wicked funny...we act like a bunch of kids.....
the guys say i have him wrapped around my finger...which i do and its funny when i boss him around...he gets a lot of crap for it....
he knows i do it for his own good....to keep him inline
the co-ed tournament last weekend at Orono was amazing...playing with Casey and Nicole helped me i think
poor derek had to go to the hospital due to his legs being taken out by a little asian and falling 6 feet right onto his back
coughing up lots of blood...he's ok now...we visited him before the final game which we won and went undefeted
NATIONALS HERE COMES THE S.H.I.T!!
I am going to explode....
I need vacation now!!!!
I have way to much on my mind...to the point where I cant even spell correctly
Homework
Jared
Ultimate
Meetings
Money
Anatomy
Finding a summer job
Convincing my mom to let me play summer league
I try talking to Allie, Becky, and Anja but they wont talk to me :-(
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
He is my everything and I love him with all my heart...and I am so happy that he is finally in my life.
He is so honest with me, and truthful. He lets me make decisions on what im ready for, which is something Ive never had before...so Im kind of excited about that.
Lastnight we had a really long talk about how much we cared for each other and all that other mushy gushy stuff people talk about. It was very nice and comforting. It was cute when he kept telling me how much he loved me and that he was falling even more in love with me every second. I truly want to be with him for the rest of my life. He makes me so happy.
Lastnight we had another party. Jeremy came down. It was ok...not like the other parties we have. Fuzzy n I were partners in Beer Pong...we only won 1 game I think....he was quite under the influence. It was halarious though. Jordanna n I played GH3 alot....I played in Hard and she played in Medium...haha we rocked our faces off. It was a good night. McD's this morning with Jared n Jeremy...the usual McD's the day after a party.
Superbowl tonight...dunno how we are gonna watch it...but we will figure something out.
Not a whole lot has gone on. Just the basics.
Last tournament was in Cape Cod...it was cold...the freshman and Wei Wei rock the house...we came in second both days. Pool time was amazing, getting thrown by boys is fun.
Home for Christmas break....waaayyy to long.
Worked like 4 days got 130 something bucks...not to shabby
Worked in Ms. Kings room for two weeks to get experience...I am gonna love my job!
Hung out with my gang not a whole lot...but enough.
Missed Jen at Christmas dinner...but it was cool hanging out with Andres....his english is getting better everyday
Jared came down for New Years...nice to see him for a change....sad to see him go back up north
Have a new roomate...Miranda...she is awsome and we are going to have the best 2nd semester ever!!
Went to visit Jared for a couple of days...kind of bored cause him and his two friends played Call of Duty 4 all day long.
Love his mom, she is soo awsome and I think she really likes me...she is sooo nice.
Everyone has left me to go back to school before I have. Went skating today with Em, Brooke and my brother
Nolan, Ryan, Sean and Hillary just happened to be there....as well and my Steve and Brian.
Hung out with Nolan and Ryan a bit...haha those boys like to show off way to much.
Ive missed them though...they are like brothers to me...Ive noticed I care for them deeply...haha
Sean was so cute teaching Hillary how to skate....adorable!!
Back to the Farm tomorrow in the 312's of Purington with my girls Kristen n Jord...I have missed them.
I am soo used to seeing those two every single day of my life. Cannot wait to get back
Schedule is kinda crappy...but some of my classes will be ok.....dont have class on Tuesday till 1:40!!!! heck yes
Possibly going to play Boot in Portland for the first time...depends on how I feel.
Ive missed my gang...cannot wait till spring season starts with my girls...we are gonna domminate (as Jared would put it.)...hope I will be just as good....since Jared n I are on seperate teams we wont have that amazing goal scoring anymore...Maybe Kristen n I can work it out since her man is on the boys team as well.
Gonna miss the Ville....but I am so glad to be back at the Farm.
Woke up this morning after endless hours of tossing and turning....
Didnt help much that Jared was doing the same thing.
Couldnt fall back asleep after he left @ like 8ish....and i had class @ 10....dumb!
Class was boring as usual...we commented on other people's dumb education shift wikispaces
Beatles was boring too...we wrote about the special features and went over topics for our next essay
I gots to finish the 5th essay which is due this friday....only have 1 and a half pgs done..and its suppose to be 4-5
No worries I have tomorrow afternoon and Friday to finish it...since I dont have that class on Friday
Had lunch with Paulie :-)
We talked about snowboarding passes to sugarloaf n stuff
We are snowboarding together sometime this winter...since we are both beginners
Practice was the same....scrimmaged for what seemed like hours
Got some amazing scores...it was sweet
It wasnt as cold as it normally has been...which i liked
I didnt have to wear my underarmer pants
Dinner was the same as usual...food fights and crude comments to one another
Now I am just waiting patiently till midnight so I can stay up for another million hours to register for classes...how dumb
I hope I get all my classes.
I am trying sooo hard to stay awake.
Only 10 more mins!!!!
Tomorrow Jared n I have been together for 1 month...seems longer cause we were dating before he officially asked me out.
But we are going to Ruby Tuesdays tomorrow and then to see Annie at school...Im excited to see it and of course to actually go out to a semi fancy dinner with my boy
Thanksgiving is soon...im excited....but it wont be the same without Jen there...i miss her
Tournament this weekend in Bowdoin...staying the night at Sarah's Friday with a bunch of the team.
Christmas is in 40 days!!!!! I wonder what I am gonna get :-)
Class registering time
I love spending every minute with him.
He makes me so happy....something I havent felt in a long time.
I guess Im getting used to the fact that our relationship is nothing compared to all the other relationships ive had.
I like this one better...althought it takes some getting used to
He really is special and Im quite sad I missed out on him in highschool....but i was to afraid to talk to him
Now he is all mine and I really hope this lasts.
I have the best boyfriend in the world. His name is Jared Charles Jandreau.
We went to school together in Ashland, but we never talked to each other.
To me he was like the cutest senior when i was a freshman...haha
I thought he was the best...especially for Prom he wore a zuit suit...it was awsome...I thought he was so cool
Now he is all mine and he is sooo sweet and i just love being with him
We have a lot in common and I think he enjoys having a girl who treats him like a king and likes everything he does
Ultimate is amazing!
I love the team and hanging out with the group
I love the girls on the team...they are so nice
The boys are awsome...they make me laugh
Classes are still boring as usual
I hate math and the teacher....she likes racing me to class...and she likes making me feel dumb
Im gonna have a good schedule next semester with classes I like
Partying at the frisbee house is sooo much fun....especially lastnight
We all dressed up and went to Wei Wei's place to pre drink for a while...it was interesting
Jared was Lance Armstrong
Wei Wei was a retarded Harry Potter
Then we went to the Halloween Dance for a bit...it was boring
We had a VIP room with a black light and highlighters...so everyone kept drawing on each other
I had highlighter marks on my face...and I heart Pork...but Jared crossed out the Pork and wrote WT...which is his nickname
Porkchop had tons of writing alll over him
I was completely trashed....and it was awsome...haha Jared took care of me...since he was kinda sober :-)
It was one of the best parties ive been too...it was sooooo much fun.
My classes are ok....could have better ones
Im on the Ultimate Frisbee Club....SO FREAKIN AMAZING!!!!
I love it!!! The guys are sooo nice and really funny and wicked good at Ultimate
They all have funny nicknames too...Pauly Pocket, Wei Wei, Cooter, Coke, Bond, Frankie Freedom, Wild Thang or WT, Porkchop. They are wicked nice and have helped me improve...and Ive gotten a lot better since last week. They are all nice and have accepted me and my friends into the group. The girls are really nice too, especially Meredith and Abbey
I like my new friends, Stephan, Kristen, Jordanna, Tyler, and Eli...we all play frisbee. We hang out a lot together. They are awsome. Plus Ive become friends with the veteran ultimate players. They even invited me to a party at the Ultimate Appartment :-)
Im going to Rhode Island this weekend for Sectionals...Im pumped. They invited me cause they needed another girl and they thought I was the right choice....now all my freshmen friends are picking on me about it. My new nickname is Ace Dog...which I have no clue why they call me that. We are always throwing a frisbee around. Its fun.
So Wild Thang just so happens to be Jared...we used to go to school together. Its weird seeing him again. But he remembers who I am and actually talks to me. Its funny cause everyone calls him Wild Thang, WT or J-Rod...I call him Jared cause thats what Im used to.
Well im going to bed...I have class at 10 tomorrow.
It was sooooooo much fun!
I had never been.
My favorite thing was the Aquasaucer...I could live on that thing :-)
My least favorite had to have been the Stealth...I was soooo scared.
It was a good day....of Jaguar jumping in the wave pool and acting like 5 yr olds all day
We even saw a few cute guys ;-)
On our way home we were driving along and we saw this truck with a desk and a matress
Alice was afraid the matress it was gonna fall off and hit us.....
We drove past him and come to find out he was wicked cute
So Taylor wrote a note saying your cute and when we passed him again we put it up on the window
So we played passing games and he wrote a note saying Thanks right back at you
Hahaha so we asked if he was going to UMaine...and he said yes!!
Then he wrote a note saying Party Sunday!....oh course Alice can go...but Tay n I cant... :-(
Hahaha we asked him for his name....and he gave us his number
We missed both the Waterville exists and drove to like Pitsfield..finally he pulled over at the rest area
We followed him...he's even cuter in person...haha
We found out his name is Mike...he's a junior at Orono and he is from a little town outside of Sanford
Hahaha interesting times on the highway
We then went to Taylors ate Asian Cafe and had a Sparkler party!! Jordan came along as well
Tay's mom is crazy! She's awsome....haha
Today Allie Jordan Tay n I went to high school...lame I know
But we wanted to see a few teachers n Jordan had to return Sci O books from like 2 yrs ago
We walked in and saw Fuller, then we saw Ms. Rice...I miss her so much!
She said that we werent allowed to be there until after 2:15 but she let us go see Sal for a little bit
We talked with him and then Ms. Dodge showed up and was like I gotta kick you guys out but when are you all leaving for school and are you all excited.
The school has changed...rules rules rules...Im glad Im out of there. I enjoyed my last year there...Im glad I didnt go to Erskine.
Tay n I wanted to meet the new band teachers but we couldnt. Maybe when I got to pick up my brother I can sneek a peek. Give him a few pointers on how to control those kids....haha
Its really here. Im really leaving for school. Allie Jordan and Becky leave tomorrow...so that gives me no one to hang out with.....Im just gonna pack and pack and pack...visit my memere and my gram n stuff hang out with my brother.
Going Mini golfing with Beth and Josh today then Becky's tonight to say bye to everyone :-(
I miss them already
Im finally moving on...leaving him behind
But he will always have that special place in my heart.
I always miss him though
But im being strong and Im moving on today :-)
I talked to Anja for like 15 mins today
Haha she said she saw John Ringer...he looks different I guess
She loves it down there...and Im happy she is happy
She likes hanging out with her friend Mike and his roomate
Im glad she has found people to hang out with
I miss her
Beach tomorrow with Allie Jordan Becky Cody and Tay
Im excited...last beach trip of the summer
Its gone by waaayyy to fast
Aquaboggin on Wednesday with Allie n Tay...Ive never been...Im stoked!!!!
Im a big fan of waterslides and waterparks
Im moving into Purington on Saturday...BAH!!
Im scared yet excited....a new chapter in my life...like the 1,000 chapter in my life actually
An old friend of mine I used to go to elementary school with is also going to UMF
We use to be best friends.....then we parted when I moved...our moms stayed in touch every so often
It was nice seeing her at the summer experience....but it was a little awkward...like meeting someone for the first time...except that we have known each other since kindergarten
She is rooming in Lockwood so our dorms are close
Hopefully we can become great friends again!
Now Im going to bed so I can get up early to go to the beach
Jordan is picking me up on the way through....
Thats sooooo weird....my best friends "boyfriend" is picking me up...second time its happened...well since he does live close to me...its easier for the both of us.
Katelyn, Anja and Will left today....I miss them sooo much
Even Lola is depressed..she has no hearts at all...and she wont let me make her happy by playing games....
she misses Franz sooo much I think...I dunno what I can do...haha maybe we can send them in the mail to each other...hahahahaha
Saw Superbad lastnight.....it was wicked halarious. There were some parts that I thought it was dumb...but other than that the cops and McLovin were halarious.
Played pool tonight with Allie, Jordan and Becky. Jordan is waaayyy to good at pool. We only win when we play with Jordan. I had some good shots though...but other than that we all sucked...except for Jordan of course.
FOOTBALL GAME TOMORROW NIGHT!!! I am soooooo pumped. First under the lights game of the season!!!! Nolan said he might get to play...he said he was in a lot of offensive plays....I hope they get to play a lot of offense so I can watch him play a little. Nolan's the only reason I am still watching Wtvl Football basically.....since before it was my cousin I went to watch....cause Im cool like that....plus I like football so that plays a factor in why im going...haha....Its gonna be wicked cold though....and I think its gonna rain....yuck
Anja Will and Katelyn leave tomorrow :(
Getting Ice Cream at North Street tonight with a bunch of people to say goodbye to Anja and Katelyn
They are the first peeps to go....then Its Allie n Becky n Jordan...then me
I cant believe its all coming this fast...im nervous...yet excited....sad....yet happy
I was getting use to being at Waterville and having a routine and now I have to make up another routine for Farmington and then again once Im a senior there get ready to make a life long routine for the rest of my life...bah...I dont want to grow up...haha...I want to say in high school forever.
Im gonna miss all the games...the fun...not the drama...the activities...the people....the not having to be out on my own
Its a big change for all of us....everyone is going up waaaaayyyy to fast
Lawrence Exhibition on Friday...I want to go sooo badly...I have to see at least 1 football game this year..hopefully more....I always go to the Lawrence Exhibition game...ever since I was little watching my Uncle play for Waterville. Then going to Sam and Mike's football games. Its a part of my past and practically my life. My Uncle's and Gram and Aunt Kim n I always go, but now that Mike isnt on the team anymore...I highly doubt they will go. Anybody up for going with me?? The only weird thing is...I wont hear Bernhardt over the intercom anymore.... :-( it will be someone else's name they say all the time instead of Mike's. I hope I can go. Hahaha maybe I can drag my Gram to come...she always looking for an excuse to go to a football game now....now that she doesnt have any grandchildren playing high school football at the moment.
Got my ring changed today....it looks sooo cute and it feels sooo much better now that I dont have this freakin ring jabbing me all the time...its just a cute barbell with a heart on the bottom....I love it!!!!
Went to the beach today with Becky, Allie, Jordan, WIll and Anja
I had a blast!!
We swam in the huge waves!!!!!
Sat around for a while
Screamed and yelled at the stupid seagulls for eating Wills sandwich and my cheetos
They almost got my sandwich...but some really hawt guy saved it for me :-)
Will and my tamagotchi became really really good friends...hahaha
Then Me, Will ,Becky and Jordan went back swimming in the waves......I was covered in salt and sand
Swimming in the freezing cold current is fun...a lot of work...but fun
I am glad we were able to do one last beach trip!!
I am completely addicted to Arnold Palmer...its my fav drink of all time!! :-)
Anja and Will leave Thursday :-(
I get my bellybutton changed tomorrow
Sleeping over Anja's tonight for our Tuesday Night routine...its the last one we will have ever!
Watching Monty Python as well :-)
I was sooo happy to see him
We talked about a ton of random stuff
How we have changed for the better and how we finally see how pathetic Ashland people are
How its becoming a total junk town
People who are like in middle school drink and do drugs now and are really racisis n stuff
Jesse even looked at Alec like he was a freak
We dont really talk to any one anymore from up there
They arent who we though they were
We have each other and thats all that matters to me
We are better people now and we still love each other and understand everything about each other
We went for a really really long walk
Sang Reel Big Fish songs..talked about life and us and how we are lonely people going to college alone
Hahahaha....his friend he came down with is really weird....the only friend he says is like that...I believe him
He said that if he didnt give his friend a really stern look he would have hit on me...haha...he did look at me alot
It was weird...he was weird...I was glad to get out of there and spend time with Alec
Ive missed him alot....he is the oldest friend I have and he means the world to me.
Hahaha and I know that I mean the world to him...even if he doesnt want to admit he still loves me alot.
I hope I can see him again really soon.
